I Tiger

I Tiger

I tiger I eachu

I lion I roar

I use magination

I four years old

I FOUR

I tiger on all fours

You come at night

I sleep

You on top moving something inside me

You smell oily, soap , liquor

You move hurt

You stop I go away

Magination

I tiger I eachu

I lion I roar

What are you doing?

What? What? WHAT?

You talk say nasty things

While you fuck me

Why?

Why you say these things

I am bad you hurt me?

I am whore you hurt me?

I am whore

What is a whore?

What is a whore?

WHAT IS A WHORE?

I tiger I eachu

I lion I roar

You hurt me down there

You say you kill me

I tiger I eachu

I lion I roar

You don’t stop

I want  to sleep

I want to sleep

What game is this ?

You put me to bed to sleep?

I struggle till I cannot struggle any more

I tired

I want to sleep

I tiger I eachu

I lion I roar.

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Copyright 2012 Fred Celio

My Family

My Family

Jesus is the way the truth and the life/light. He labeled another as the father of lies. In my journey, I have not compromised about bringing the truth to the light, and I will not.  For this, I have paid a price. There are those who prefer to live a lie and protect it and the structure that has grown up around it -- for lies lead to more lies and the protective structure is of course itself a lie.  Those who should be protected are blamed and those who should shoulder the blame avoid the responsibility precisely because they don't live up to their main responsibility – caring for the children.    Instead their main responsibility has been to protect their structure -- not to protect those vulnerable from those things on the outside that they might not be ready for, but to keep them on the inside so they could continue to sexually abuse us to objectify us for their own pleasure and gratification as if we were created by God with the only purpose being to gratify their sick and twisted desires and then to deny the same to the world.  Now the structure remains in place to keep the truth inside.   I have broken free, and I tell you there is no structure, there is no family there is only an asylum for the sick and twisted, and I will not go there.  The truth, difficult as it is to face, is the truth. The lies, easy as they are to support and promote are, after all,  lies. There is no middle of the road on this. There is no minimizing, there is no fixing and healing there is no tearing the structure down and rebuilding it correctly, there is no burning the structure down and rebuilding on the ashes no repairing of the structure the damage done (that time has come and gone).  The structure remains what it was and is -- a monument to lies, sin, sickness and criminal child abuse.  I follow Jesus by telling the truth those who support, promote, project lies and by the very family structure they have built -- this sort of Hollywood facade of a family they want the world to see -- follow someone else.

Copyright 2012 Fred Celio